Warning I am going to give advice today on mental abuse...if you don't want to hear it...by all means do not read this. 

Let us begin:

Hello the beautiful people of the world....Namely YOU!!!!! 

So I thought I would give you updates.....

I know I have neglected my duties to update what is going on, but let me assure you....I have been so busy lately that the spare moment I have, must be dedicated to writing.  

My publisher has asked me to run a series....SO I agreed, but only on my own terms.

The series will first tie together Running with Chaos and Soul Distortion....which should be fun, merging characters is something I have always wanted to do...and as you will read in Soul Distortion the end is just the beginning...

On to the Illuminati subject: I received an email asking me why I was part of it....this of course took me aback but then I read on and started to think...wow I guess I do look a bit guilty from their point of view.  Running With Chaos has the Illuminati one eye symbol:

And then the main character Erin Clayton wants to create a tracking system for children located in their DNA....WOW...666

Sorry folks, it was actually a coincidence....I do however consed that I did look guilty.  No worries, one only has to read my other books to understand that I am about Unity, about Family, Friends, and saving the population.  

Anyone who has read my books knows that I have a thing with destiny...or fate--if you will.  I think about it with a strange notion, is it an evil force or is it a good force?  If there is a destiny do we not have free will, for right now as I sit here typing this out to either be read or not read, why am I typing it?  I woke up thinking, I need change...no I don't need change, I need progress.  I need to keep to my goals?  But why?  Because it makes me happy to write books, sometimes it is hard, sometimes I think my ideas aren't good enough, and that I wish I had come up with this story or that, but is this the real reason for writing....

I don't know, honestly.

What I do know is if something truly makes you happy then go for it.  It isn't about the money, it isn't about the fame, its about feeling complete.

Back to destiny....It is neither good nor evil, it is simply a force and a means to guide us.  We walk juxtapose with fate and freewill.  Fate will push us, but we are free to move back, forward, or even around where it wants us to go.  So today I will embrace the freedom, and the fate.  Today I will walk forward, not into the dark, but into the light.

As always, have a beautiful day:

Who have I lost thus far in my life:

My grandma Betty, My grandpa Stan, My father Merrill, My brother Aaron, My uncles: Randy and Gary.  My cousin Jeremy, My In-laws: Grandpa and Grandma Petersen, My Father In-law Ken.  My close friend Charles.  Several of my friends fathers and the list goes on.